I'm sorry to hear of your loss. I lost my oldest sister this past February due to a heart problem. It to happened so suddenly and its hard to realize that she is gone. But now I know that I have another angle watching over me and I think thats the same with you. Keep on doing things that would make you and him happy, celebrate his life while you live yours. I bet thats the way he would want it. My prayers are with you during this difficult time.
Keep your head up and live life to its fullest You have some that you love watching over you